It is so hard to say goodbye...

Before anyone start reading this post, this post actually dated back to 6th of February, 2009 but i'm only publishing it now(13 of February, 2009)..

The reason why i posted this now was because I don't want my dear friend to feel unhappy when she absolutely should be happy going overseas to study! lol..

So, since she has left.. i decided to post this cuz I don't wanna leave it in my dashboard unpublished.

This post is full of memories...so... just post lar!

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The post begins right here!

Seriously.. i meant what i said for this post's title! I never know it was this hard to say goodbye to anyone! Audrey is leaving for Australia so soon that I couldn't believe it happening! We have become so so so close after all these years and now she is leaving?!! Oh god... that is just sad... Six years of friendship isn't easy especially when we are all in different colleges and still manage to stay at the 'close friends' stage.

I really love and enjoy ALL the moments that we spent with each other.

Like the time when we were in centro's sushi king.. we sat there chatting and eating for FOUR LONG HOURS! haha.. until the waitress STOPPED refilling our green tea! lol..

And the times where we were in Osaka, the food was great, we shared all the food and have some great chats there! oh yeah..minus the cockroach that suddenly appeared by the window..swt.

The sleepovers...at my place, leng's place and also Audrey's place. It was fun.. i should have done it earlier if i know i'm gonna miss all these now that she is leaving...

I don't know why but all the memories seem to have come back to me ALL AT ONCE! I remember the times when we are all still in BeeKay.. where we would gather outside of 3 Amanah to chat every single day! It was awesome!

The times where we came to school on the last day of school to find that 3A has been changed into store room with lots of chairs and tables inside? We scribbled on the blackboard!! lol.. It was damn funny!

I think there was also once where we all hide in 3A or 4Sc1 during Teacher's Day cuz we were not supposed to be in the classrooms when everyone is celebrating the event out at the Perhimpunan! haha.. We did! But too bad..WE WERE SPOTTED! Stupid us, we actually locked the door from the inside!! If there is no one in the classroom, it would either be locked from the outside or not locked at all! Locked from the inside kinda gives us out..haha

We even formed Glaring Dream (GD) in GaiaOnline..lol with Leng being the captain! haha.. We chatted so much in the forum using many many different accounts! I think each of us have at least 3 accounts! lol. Still remember the Takanori Ito's lab and his lame research, picture posting thread, yaoi thread of mine and much much more!!

Our last meeting with Audrey(6th February 2009)

We went Sushi Zanmai for a get-together and also for Cappy's farewell gathering. It was fun cuz I met a few nice people there like Mitts, Reno, Cappy and Elan there! lol They are all either cute, sweet, funny or just plainly adorable~~

We had soba, udon, lots of maki and SAKE!! OMG! I tasted sake and it taste horrible!! Well, nevermind that..i only took a sip.. a real small one..haha.

Only when it was towards the end, the reality suddenly hits me! Audrey is leaving!! Oh gosh.. I was quite sad..and damn scared that I will breakdown into tears there in public and right in front of everyone!

Thank god Leng was there and she noticed it... this girl tried to make me laugh by patting me on the back with her file instead of hands which most human in this world would do! haha.. She did well i suppose.. I manage to hold back and gain my composition a few minutes later!

After settling the bill, we walked over to the purikura corner and were so close to getting it!! But..we didn't make it in time and you see..it is closed! or rather...the lady there ignore us and put a CLOSED sign there when she is obviously there to at least change a few tokens for us! Evil fella!

Btw, purikura is the stickers thingy which you take with a machine...the one which is super duper expensive for its size (it is so bloody small and it cost RM 27!!)

So, we took a few WHOLE BIG GROUP pictures using Cappy's and Maki's camera~I think there were around 20 of us!

Next we went to the arcade, A&W for root beer and toilet (yes i know it is ridiculous but we really did went in there together! Btw, the hand dryer was shocking! It requires us to put our hand in it and WHOOSH! Cold air blowing HARD at your hand! haha).

Later, Audrey was so kind to send me home even though it was troublesome...Hey girl, I'm thankful here! >.<

It was when we send Leng home that I start feeling it again... I just can't believe it!! So soon!! Right before i got down from the car, i hugged her a bit from the backseat and waves goodbye.

It was a bit hard for me to utter the word 'Bye' to her..but i still did it or else i wouldn't have the chance to do it anymore.. in person.

At least, we hugged, hanged out, chatted, camwhored and attended few events together~~

Sigh...I should really really be happy for her since she wanted to go there very much and it is definitely a good experience for her, studying overseas. I just hope that she would enjoy herself in Adelaide. Stay healthy, safe, happy, trouble-free, stress-free, natural disaster-free, hentai-free, and and other bad stuffs-free and happy stuffs-ful there!!! Aww...girl, gonna MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!!! *huggles*

PS. I wrote this quite some time ago before Audrey left... I finally have the courage to post it today now that i'm kinda like over the 'a bit sad' period~ haha..

Lastly... Audrey, GO ROCK ADDIE and come back with souvenirs for us!! lol