Giving Up...

I have finally
-lost to the big piles of assignments and deadlines
-lost the once confidence me
-lost the strength to carry on
-felt that I am not as strong as I thought I am
-felt like giving up for real
-felt that I could not handle all the stresses that fall upon of me
-broke down and let my tears fall uncontrollably
-broke down and let myself fall into the well of depression

I NEED
-to go back home
-to have a BREAK from everything
-to have a good night sleep
-to have more time to complete my assignments

-to have more love and support from my family and friends

-to regain my confidence

I hope

-that everything will be over soon

-that everything is gonna end up well

-that all my efforts are not put to waste

-that I would not fall sick before the war ends

-that God would give me strength to carry on

God, please end my sufferings and shower me with love, joy and happiness....

Bye.